Sorry

With hindsight's perfect vision

in the present, I can finally see

that I've committed countless errors

all in the name of just being me.

I swim in undeserved forgiveness

continuing to stray while I explore.

Unable to resist another indulgence

and the call of another locked door.

I don't notice until far too late

and remaining silent is preferred.

I don't wish to dredge up the past

because I don't want others to get hurt.

If you feel I have wronged you

chances are that I might agree.

If you ever want me to apologize

you know where to find me.

In the meantime I'll do my best

trying to learn from what I've done.

I hope today represents a better me

though I can't help but to have fun.